MichI yoochun

I hope it’s not love…
The coming goodbye hurts so much
If you can be happy, I’ll stop now stop..
This is all I can do for you….

My love is an empty space only for you for you for you
I look away and laugh with effort so that you don’t find out
I don’t like it when you’re hurt I don’t like goodbyes
You shouldn’t love me..

I would like it if it wasn’t you
Because you, you are the most precious to me in this world
So I push you away and make you cry and turn you down…
This is all I can do for you

My love is an empty space only for you for you for you
I look away and laugh with effort so that you don’t find out
I don’t like it when you’re hurt I don’t like goodbyes
You shouldn’t love me

Don’t wait for me… I barely hold back the bitter tears
And I turn around and leave like this

I love you I love you I love you I love you my only love
Although I shout with my heart I can’t call out because [you’re] too precious
My pain is okay because I love you
I can just cry until I’m crazy

I don’t like it when you’re hurt because I love you
I can just do this much

finding lost time with someone who ever special in my life..

am sorry i forgot bout u 4 a long long time..

but now, where re u? re u okay? cz u’re in my dream last night..

last i knew bout u, that u hit a car accident..

n my cousin said that u can’t even stand up anymore..

your feet couldn’t walk anymore..

it was already a year or two year ago..

and that time i don’t care at all about your condition..

why hv u come into my dream last night? something to say?

what happend to u now?

…

strange dream..

why u come to me with a smile n u said that u still lv me.. ?

…

how can i forget all the special memories of u, still remember..

cz whatever u’ve done to me, u’re something in my life bfore~

GBU my friend, Sendy S.S

am sorry, if i don’t care bout u until now..

I Dream High,

I dream, when its hard
I close my eyes
While I imagine that moment
I get up

I shake at the end of fear
Afraid of falling
Like a baby bird who cant fly up

can I do it?
Will my dream come true?
One by one my walking goes
When I get afraid..

I Dream High, I dream,
When I’m tired I close my eyes..
I keep imagining that dream
While I get up..

I can fly high, I belive that!

I can go up in that sky
Open my wings

Fly freely up more then anyone

I need courage

That will stand the fallen me
I dust the dust, Courage that will stand me

And jump once a again

Belive in myself once more,

Belive in my faith
Bet everything, and im going to jump

A wall taller then me

I dream high, i dream,

When im tired i close my eyes
Imagning that my dream

Will come true while i (again) get up

I can fly high, i belive that

I can go up in that sky
Open my wings and (i’m) going to fly

More freely than anyone has

Dream high

A chance to fly high
Bye bye to the hurts
Fly high like the stars in the sky
Open your dreams

Time for you to shine
Starting Now

Gotta make em mine
Dont be afraid of the future

In you hands

Walk in confidance now
You can’t stop

Destiny now

Whole new fantasy is open

In front of your eyes
So hold my hand now
Our stop is the same now,

Dont give up on your dreams
When your young dream high everyone

I dream high, i dream,

When im tired i close my eyes
Imagine the dream coming true

While getting up

I can fly high, i belive that

I can go up in that sky
Open my wings and fly high

freely then anyone else..

I’m just in deep, in a blue sea of lonliness..
I don’t know how? But I was froze and couldn’t move forward froze as in stopped not as in cold..
The lies come unstuck and are falling down in broken little pieces..
I smash them with my hands and blood drips down..
I hide in weakness from the dark in my mind..

A waterless world would come to a halt..
so I face the suffering without a way to escape..

I seek in the dark because there is no light here, and the feelings deep in my heart have died..
There’s darkness on my eyes, so I’ll continue wondering in the valley of dreams..
I search for answers that I couldn’t see yesterday, today, or tomorrow
Where should I… Where on earth should I go?

Even if I gently touch me, I’ll break immediately..
I don’t need you to lie to me with momentary kindness..
Because I’ve closed the door to my burdensome heart..
I’ve been in agony and can’t even breathe..
I just give in to frailty now..

And so the egoism of my sins..

There’s a fortress of darkness that eminently blocks the way..
So I seek in the dark, there are no lights here!
I closed my eyes and smiled, darkness on my eyes..
My feelings have gone back and forth and are disturbing me..

I… I’m in dispair and can’t find the answers..

Raindrops falling from heaven, I couldn’t remember..
They took away my love so weak..
It’s raining on my heart..
My stupid broken heart..

No light, no sound..

SEEK IN THE DARK, HERE IS NO LIGHTS, I CAN’T SEE THE LIGHT..
SEEK IN THE DARK, FEEL A DARKNESS EYES..
DARKNESS ON MY EYES..

huh, i swear i’ll be someone else..
another part of me that u never see it bfore..
if someday we’ll meet, n don’t belive this is am anymore..
cz i don’t..
hmph.. thx u, finally u make me change to this..
this is what i really waitin’ for a long time..

change me back if u can~

i don’t understand what happen to this world. i think the world is goin’ crazy. my life up n down like an earthquake. my life is ruin by some people that always think that i was a trouble maker. in fact, that people who crushed n down my life. indeed, my own parents always like to bring me down. so sad but true.. T.T i love dance, i do dance since i was a kindergarten. but i think my father don’t like it because he thik that if i do dance, i’ll be like the sexy dancer n i will go to the club for dancing. o.m.g am not like that. but is too hard to explain this to my father. cz if he think about “a”, it can’t be “b” or “c” or what. he just see one’s way n never think back bout me. i’ve threatened to not go to collage if i continue my dance. but i’ll never give up!! i’ll prove that am not sexy dancer, but i d real dancer!! why sometimes parents not understand child? they always tell that child is not know everything. i know that they loved me but, why they always tell me that am wrong? i just wanna reach my dream. i know that am not smart in math or something like physics or what. i love art. everything like drawing, painting, fashion, dance, music, theatre, cabaret. but why they always hope that smart n they always claim me to be perfect. what’s wrong about my own intelligence? maybe this is gift from GOD. but they never understand me. T.T i tell this problem to my friend n some people. i think someone will help me n hold my hand. but they told me that i was *in indonesian* “banyak maunya” n i just want to be famous.what? am not like that! i was so sad n dissapointed for theese guys. i was so mad n i feel i want to punch n kick they fvcking face *sorry*. but they just a tiny little thing in my life. they not important n just fvcking disgusting people!!! i was so frustated, i was so deep on sorrow. fell like i wanna kill myself. but that’s not d right way. so i think i must go on n looking for something different that will change my life. when i got this problem, i lost my friend who i care bout her so much, ah.. but am okay.. i know she have many reason to leave me. so, i think that my life is like the hell then! cz everything is different without YOU. before u go, i was happy n i think someone will always by my side n hold me from d dark. but now, am alone.. after that, am goin on my own. but, i still hv a friend who i loved her so much. i think she like my own sister, little sis. if i sad, she makes me laugh. we always do in indonesia “gila2an”. sometimes, i feel that she always busy for someone else so.. i walk alone again. i think maybe this lonely is a problem but maybe it will be my habbit, i try to love that loneliness. ^^ seize the day.. but now is time to change my own life, i found something i can do. i must try to hold on cz this people who belive me, understand me, n respect me. i’ll do what i still can do. i will prove that am not looking for famous. i just want to reach my dream. so what?? i’ll put my hands up to d sky n reach my stars. some people support me so well, n i won’t make them dissapointed.. love u guys. sometimes who understand us not our parents, but it’s okay alhtough it hurt so much. as long as someone is beside us, that will be okay even it will not be d same again. i like this song so much, cz i feel it so dee inside my heart.. simple plan-perfect Hey Dad look at me.. Think back and talk to me, did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along.. And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud.. I’m never gonna be good enough for you.. I can’t pretend that I’m alright And you can’t change me~ ‘Cuz we lost it all, nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late.. And we can’t go back, I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect.. I try not to think ‘bout the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me now seem so far away And it feels like you don’t care anymore.. And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good enough for you I can’t stand another fight!!! And nothing’s alright Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said Nothing’s gonna make this right again Please don’t turn your back I can’t believe it’s hard just to talk to you But you don’t understand I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect simple plan - welcome to my life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don’t belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don’t know what it’s like When nothing feels all right You don’t know what it’s like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you’re down To feel like you’ve been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one’s there to save you No you don’t know what it’s like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you’re bleeding No you don’t know what it’s like When nothing feels all right You don’t know what it’s like To be like me No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you’re down To feel like you’ve been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one’s there to save you No you don’t know what it’s like Welcome to my life

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry
These’s streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I’ll do anything for a smile, holding you ‘til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don’t want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don’t wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So what if I never hold you again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don’t leave me..

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It’s empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don’t wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence, you lost me.. no chance for one more day
I stand here alone..
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

i like ths song cz i was feel it with someone..

that seperated is better~

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn’t have wings
If love was a sky
We’d be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn’t for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we’re lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We’re not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn’t for me and you

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It’s sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can’t deny
I can’t say we didn’t try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it’s best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I’ll walk away so you don’t have to see me cry
It’s killing me so, why don’t you go

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated